Well, last night was Halloween. Sadly, it didn't work out too well for me. I was a zombie, which did happen to work out, but the rest of the night wasn't too fantastic. I went to a party that one of my friends was having, and almost no one that she invited happened to show up. Needless to say, she was rather disappointed. At one point, it looked like she was going to cry. I'm glad I went though, because I haven't gotten to see her in ages basically, and I had a good time, even if no one showed. 

Let's see, other than that, not a whole lot's been going on with my life. I'm still painfully single, and wasting my time at a community college. I have decided on a major thankfully. I'm going into psychology, with hopes of being some sort of therapist. I'm a helper deep down, and I really think that career would suit me. 

I honestly can't think of anything else to write. I haven't been in a writing mood too much of late. Plus, I have to go help my mom clean the house before my grandma gets here later today. 

Since my cat is already chatty enough as it is, I don't think it would shock me that much if he actually started speaking. It'd just that "oh, cool" kind of reaction. As for convincing people, they already think I'm crazy cat lady enough as it is. 

I can't even begin to say how often I text people. Let's just say that on a regular basis I clear out my messages at least once or twice a day. I hardly even make phone calls anymore, and the only people I ever do call are my parents or my sister, and occasionally other people when I'm too impatient to wait for them to text back. I'm a textaholic. My record for most texts in a month is 9,000 or so.

So I got a student loan for about $2900 I believe, but I don't get any of that money until February. The problem with that being that school started last Monday, the 11th, of JANUARY. I didn't have any money to enroll because I don't get my student loan money until next month. So, I waited waaay too long to register, and got waitlisted for the two classes I wanted. And as the beginning of school rolled around, I got dropped out of my waitlists, and the classes I wanted were closed. So literally two days before classes started, I had to register. The thing is that after the first of January after you register, you have to pay the same day. So, my dilemma was that I needed to register, but didn't have the money. And me being me, I started having a breakdown in the middle of the night, the day before I registered, about not going to school, as school is ridiculously important to me. So I spent most of that night crying and didn't sleep very well. It was terrible. I felt really sluggish the whole day, and very sad. It was also the same day that my best friend was leaving after having visited me for 5 days, so I was feeling really shitty. 

So anyways, I was freaking out about registering and not making it into my waitlisted classes, so I pretty much picked 3 random classes and added them to a list of ones I could register for, if I found the money. My dad decided to pay for them for me, which I feel really bad about because my parents had just paid for a whole bunch of stuff and didn't have a lot of money. So, I registered for Intro to Accounting, Recent American History, and Sociology of Minority Groups. Accounting and Recent American History are Mondays and Wednesdays, 10 to noon, then 2 to 3:330. I like my Accounting professor. He seems like a really cool guy and I like how he teaches. My Recent American professor, I don't really know about him. He seems like a nice guy, but while he lectures he doesn't make any eye contact with ANYONE. He stares at the clock in the back of the room or he looks at the ceiling. He talks really fast too. I mean, I'm used to it from my previous history professor, but still. And the desks! They're those... janky ones with a tiny seat with an even tinier desk part attached. It's big enough to fit a notebook. It's sort of horrible. 

Once I finally have my Minority Groups class on Friday, I'll probably edit this and write about that professor. But, that's all I have for now :3

What was the best part of last year? - Chris

What was the worst part of last year? - Chris living so far away

What was the biggest surprise of last year? - Thomass getting married

What are you most looking forward to next year? - School, drivers license, getting a job.

Is there anything you are not looking forward to next year? - Being so far away from Chris.

Which new years resolutions did you keep last year? - Losing weight.

Which new years resolutions did you break last year? - I only made the one.

What will be your new years resolutions next year? - Losing some more weight, getting a job and license, good grades.

Which resolution are you most likely to break? - Possibly the good grades.

Which resolution are you most likely to keep? - All the other ones

What will you be doing on new years eve? - At a party with Allie and her friends, partying.

Who will you be with at new years eve? - Allie, Miranda, Jay, and their friends

Who do you want to kiss to see the new year in? - Chris.

Who will you probably end up kissing to see the new year in? - No one :(

What was the best song of last year? - Uprising by Muse

What was the best TV show of last year? - Criminal Minds

What was the best book you read last year? - House of Leaves by Mark Danielewski.

What was the best film of last year? - 500 Days of Summer

What change would you like to make to your life next year? - Learn to handle stress better.

What change would you like to see in the world next year? - More rights for gay couples, including marriage.

This is pretty much just for Carrie, since I'm not super sure that anyone else really reads this.

Lets see, my life right now.
I got approved for a student loan, but it was only $313, so I'm prolly not going to school spring semester, because I won't have the money. I still haven't found a job, and can't drive, but I do have a car now. It's old, and has a shit ton of miles on it, but it runs. I need a name for it. Or well, him, since he's blue. He's a '96 Chevy Cavalier. Pretty awesome.

Oh and Carrie, that Chris kid and I are still dating. He's really awesome, and I think I love him. It's to the point that we talk so much, so when we don't I really miss him. And I think about him all the time :)

Hmmm, anything else? I got a hair cut. I have bangs now. And my hair is like two inches shorter. My dad's being installed as Worshipful Master at this lodge for Masons tomorrow, so that's kind of a big deal.

Nothing really ever happens to me, so I kind of feel lame. I end up sitting home all the time and doing nothing since I can't drive. I end school on this coming Wednesday. I have two papers and two exams and then I'm done for this semester. I haven't started the papers yet though. I'm being kind of a slacker. I made a couple friends in my classes, so that's always good.

I had some problems with my computer recently, so I no longer have any music. My computer was 49% fragmented and only had 16% free space on my hard drive, so to make some room it deleted all 3gb of my music. Turns out my disk was full of all the backups it had made of itself, so that problem is fixed now. BUT, I now only have a couple albums of music. Just Owl City and A Fine Frenzy I think. So, any suggestions for good music? Because I REALLY need some.

Well, I think that's just about it. I hope you've enjoyed this super lame update on my life!

I don't think their crazy, maybe a little weird, but not crazy. I am a skeptic though. I honestly think that if there were extremely intelligent life out there, we would know them already, not have them magically show up and dissappear again just to piss us off. I'm not saying there isn't life out there, but I  think UFOs are generally a load of crap.

School starts in two days. Because I'm poor, I'm only taking two classes; Psychology 211 and Sociology 211. I only go to school two days a week, and at night. I'm kind of worried about it. I still haven't found a job, and I can't drive, and now Allie can't drive. Her car was broken into like a week ago and it's no longer driveable. So basically I have to rely on my mom to take both of us to school. FAIL.

Anywhoozle, I still haven't found a job, but I do have a boyfriend. His name is Chris. It's kind of on the down low right now, but mostly because I want it that way, and he was fine with it.

I'm trying to think if there's anything else that's gone on that I should include, but I can't think of anythingggg.

I get very VERY quiet and suuuuper shy. I don't know why, I'm really friendly, but in most social situations I just clam up.

Hmm... Veronica Mars, Olivia Benson, and Nancy Drew (from the books, not the movie)