[this may be rediculously long]

I start college in 3 days. Nothing fancy, just community college. I didn't have the money to go to MSU like I wanted to, so I'm going to Delta and maybe transfering in a couple years, but I don't know for sure. It's kind of freaking me out to think about it. It kind of sucks that I'm not getting to do what I wanted to for college, but it's alright. Sooner or later I will.

I haven't written in here in almost a year. For a while I actually forgot about it, but then I got an email about it.

Let's recap from the last time I wrote.

I graduated high school, I got a laptop, I turned 18, I got a tattoo [a peace sign], I've been doing nothing with my summer, and I don't have a job. One of the only guys that I really like right now is away for school at GVSU, and I haven't talked to him in a couple days. He's in Chicago right now. Anyways, my life sort of sucks right now. I still don't have my drivers license, but I do have a permit, and after the 3rd rolls around, I can take my driving test. I'm going driving tomorrow with my friend Eric.

I think I may start writing in here more, just because only one of my friends knows about it and I'm pretty sure no one reads this anyway. Oh well.

Oh, and I'm pretty sure my so called "best friend" Lyssa, who I haven't written about yet, and it's a long story, isn't that much of a friend anymore. She can never hang out and she's been lying to me. I know she has. Oh well, she wants to screw up our friendship again she can go right ahead. I'm going to work on my shyness and try making more friends in college.

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I'm bored, so I've decided to explain the whole "Lyssa story" situation.
So basically Kayleigh became so obsessed with David that she stopped hanging out with me and we pretty much stopped talking at all for the longest time. I was friends with this boy in my physics class named Steven and he introduced me to his sister Lyssa at homecoming. We started talking and whatnot and eventually she started sitting at my table for lunch and brought so many of her friends that the other people I was sitting with, who were only friends with me because of Carrie Pahl, switched tables. So me and Lyssa started hanging out more and eventually she decided for us that we were best friends. I went along with it because it didn't much matter to me, and besides, I was running low on friends. So before she started hanging out with me she was hanging out with this girl named Sam a lot and Sam got sort of jealous. So Sam decided it would be fun to start a rumor about me saying that I was a lesbian for Lyssa. Now normally this wouldn't bother me, but she had the gaul to lie to my face. Both Lyssa and I had been saying shit about her behind her back after this started happening about how much both of us didn't like her. Then when we both finally worked up the nerve to tell her off Lyssa didn't and said I was a backstabbing fake friend because I said those things about Sam, who she was still hanging out with over me ever though I was her "BEST FRIEND EVER" and she "hated" Sam. I really only said them because she was sort of... goading me the whole time, like it was what she wanted to hear, and if she didn't she would like me less. Before this we all had been working in the library together, me first, then Lyssa, then Sam. They both stopped coming and didn't talk to me. Basically Lyssa lied to my face, then stopped being my friend, and then around the time of her brothers graduation party, which was in June, she decided to be friends with me again. She was gone until mid-july at her dads house. After she came home we started talking again and decided to hang out, which we did like 3 times, and now it's almost time for school and she "can't find the time".

Lame huh? I think so too.
Well, I'm pretty sure that's all I have time for, since I've been writing this for an hour and a half.